What did I dream about last night? I really have no clue. I can remember some bits and pieces of a dream I did have another night. It was weird and it seemed all so real. The voice of a person i’ve known, and also the appearance. Yet although I knew I was dreaming that dream always felt real. So I asked myself. Why and what makes the dream so real. I think it’s just the world talking to you, telling you something that may happen in the future, whether it be good or bad, Hence the reason to why people get deja vu. I know there might not be a lot to write about it. But it’s time we open our eyes to stuff that may never feel real. What if what we dream about whether it be about clowns, to death, why don’t we take it into consideration and put it into our lives. I mean i’ve dreamt about my family dying. I think everyone has at one point and yet things seem changed now/ I appreciate them more/ So if that’s true, is it temptation that we dream about? Temptation to love, hate, be happy, be mad? Maybe that temptation gets so strong that it shows us a glimpse and gets us truly connected to the world and especially time so that in that dream, I think that if you’re really connected or have enough temptation to fall under, than you can look through and see the future. If one day you’re so curious about one thing, and how it feels or how it would be… Doesn’t that temptation come in and allows you to dream about it? Wouldn’t you really be living in a dream? Where you have endless possibilities and you can see what’s about to come at you? Life usually has this way of sending you things that most people take for granted. Mine I think is to help people realize that life is full of beauty. Dreams can be real and that for sure is no lie.
It's been awhile, again.
Summer is almost over. About a week and a half to go for Fall to enter 2009.
Fall is my favorite season, Halloween, Orange, Yellow, Red, Driving with the windows down, Sleeping with the windows open.. even the scent is different to me. I'm excited.
I start school October 6th! I'm so excited. I'll be done in February, and I can actually look for my career job! How excellent.
Brennan's best friend is engaged :O
Speaking of Brennan, he took me on a surprise Six Flags trip. It was so out of the blue. And amazing. I've never been to six flags, so it was time. It was nice to get away from the vegas heat, but i was only gone for one day, & I already missed home.
Going to Oceanside October 1-4 for Brennan's sisters graduation party. It's gonna be awesome !
My Packers won today ! GO PACKERS 2010 PLAYOFFS!
The Beatles Rock Band came out the other day. To bad i can't afford it. I want it so bad, but I'll just have to be patient.
Thats all for now.
Love&Peace to all.
Yeah, we didn't go to San Francisco as planned. Brennan ended up not getting his vacation check on time. His manager wasn't helpful. Oh well, we still had an amazing anniversary. & we are just going to plan the trip in the future.
I went to look for a job today, out of 28017489 places, one was hiring. So i'm hoping i get this job. They seemed to like me, and where very nice. I'm excited.
Summer is still summer. I'm either going to start school in September or October. I wanted to in September to have my last "long summer", but it ends up starting on the 3rd.. so that doesnt really work out. So i am thinking October, & if i go full time i'll be done by February ! That would be great. But part time would be June, which i don't like. My parents want me to go full time & just not have a job until i get my degree. Which i think will be okay. I mean, rent and everything is taken care of. Brennan & I didnt move into a house either.. we couldnt come up with first & last months rent, so we got this new apartment by Lone Moutain ! It shows the entire city. It's so beautiful. I love it so much. & our room is huge ! Not to mention our walk in closet is almost the size of our room ! haha. And a good plus is that our animals love it !
Well, nothing else going on. Love & peace to all :)
It's been forever.
Well, life's been excellent.
High school is done. Graduation is over.
Starting at The Academy of Hair Design in September! Can't wait to finally get my hands on training in esthetics.
Me and Brennan are moving into a house together, we are tired of this apartment, it's way over priced, and rental homes are a REALLY good deal right now, plus, now we can get our Australian Shepard we've always wanted.
I'm still working out almost every day :) Losing the weight i want to. Not all the way there yet. But I'm not giving up.
Brennan & my 4 year anniversary is coming up ! Wow. I can't believe it's been so long, and the best years of my life.. :) Haha. We are taking a 5 day trip to San Fransisco, Which I'm excited about ! We were going to try and go to Florida, but WAY To expensive, and not in our price range right now. But SF is going to be the shit. We are staying in this cute little botique hotel, and going to take a sunset cruise. I'm just very excited ! Mmmm :)
Well nothing really else is going on, Just livin' the summer life right now.
Peace & Love all.
Well, if our mission was to get tied down for years, fighting in a Guerrilla war against people who don't want us on their land and continue to kill American soldiers on a daily basis, create a war debt that will take decades to pay off at the expense of our own social programs, have almost the entire world fear and resent us, create more chances of terror attacks against Americans, say goodbye to what left of our privacy and civil rights, sit back ad watch our sputtering economy from the endless unemployment lines, pay no attention to the dictators in the world who aren't sitting on the precious old fields that this administration is and has been so concerned with stealing since before they got in office and killing three times as many innocent Iraqi civilians as 9/11 victims.. then
Yes, Mission Accomplished. Great Job George W. Bush !
A
child from my high school was sent off to iraq. He got shot in the
head, he's never coming back. I didn't really know him, but i know a
lot of kids, who sold themselves as soldiers, whose fate may be like
his. It makes me think of high school, and the kids who walk the halls.
and i wonder how many of them, are going off to heed the call...
Who closed their eyes so quickly and bought the myth of war: The
promises of honor, or a heart that beats no more... Right by the
cafeteria, where lunch was everyday. The army had their table, and gave
free pens away.. "be all that you can be," murder a couple families,
and we'll pay for your degree. They always mention money, as if
soldiers came home rich. They trick you into killing, and you fall for
it. That this is not normality, it's not another trend, It's soldiers
in my hallway, murdering my friends! Fuck you, recruiters! stop
targeting my peers! it's not my war to fight in, and neither is it
yours! you're sending kids like me to die, in other peoples' wars!"
Soldiers are not heroes,let's make it clearly known: they're kids like
you and me, whose hearts and minds were overthrown. Don't be scared of
nothin', please take this advice. If they start talkin' to your
classmates, stand your ground and fight. and don't be fooled by fables,
that the textbook authors type. Their wars are fought for profit, not
for peoples' rights.
We are brought up in a world that teaches only greed. Where ignorance controls our basic human needs. Selfishness so strong it turns into pure hate. Excusing arrogance with pride - no one admits to their mistakes. Murder everyday as if it is all a game. Drug addiction overriding the streets causing pain. Greed for power and control make people lie and cheat. To gain faith of the innocent while stomping out the weak. People filled with so much hate for color of the skin. Creating bloodshed everywhere and breeding it into their kin. Tearing up the earth, destroy the land we need. Suffocated by the rich with thier massive greed
Ghosts will come in these night hours, But they're forgotten when the sun comes up.
And in the end, it doesn't even matter.
I watch as the seasons are changing. The joy my cats get when my window
is open. The slight cool breeze I feel while laying in my bed. I took a
few deep breaths as I looked around, taking in the sea of fall color.
The trees are once again in red, yellow, and gold colors. As the wind
blew gently, leaves began to waltz all around me. I smiled.Looking at
them, I felt quiet and peaceful. My heart felt the coming of change
again. Winter will follow fall and spring will follow winter. I
remembered how reluctantly I observed the first signs of fall, trying
to hold on to every minute of warmth and sunshine. I feel a sense of
excitement and adventure bubbling inside. What will this fall and the
coming winter bring? As you think of changes that are happening or have
happened in your life, what do fall and winter symbolize? During fall
and winter my need for quiet increases. Today I will listen to my
heart. I look, and remember people change just as much as seasons do. I
miss the way we all used to be, so innocent. Now we see, and face the
real challenges of the world. We need to listen to our hearts. We need
to listen to the only role models we have. We need to be there for each
other, because each other is all we have.
"Some people are
lifetime people. Others are seasonal, Distinguish the difference. &
If you can't, don't worry, 'cause they'll distinguish themselves."
I found out the craziest thing today.
